my ambition was destroy!!!!!!

MADAM......today I want share story with madam of my ambition.....madam know my ambition matter of fact want so a nurse.....I be apply nurse and I succeed get its but unfortunately I did not go follow the programme....I even do not know why??????? What I know at that moment 'I unsure with oneself' that is my cause do not follow the programme....now I regret very because rejected nurse offer.....now I learn in electronics field....and it is not my ambition......IF ABLE ME CHANGE TIME CYCLE.....I Will Choose NURSE AS Me Career.......